me,myself and I

Yesterday, I got a called from my sister at KL told me and another sister about dad. Two days before, my dad collapse and cannot move at all. The phone are near him but he refuse to call somebody to tell about him. Yesterday (mlm rya haji), my sis came to dad's house and they found him terduduk on the floor dgn keadaan yg basah lencun dgn kencingnya. My dad tak boleh langsung nak gerak. They sent him to HUKM, and Doc. said that my dad kna minor strok. Saraf kat otaknya dah pecah, and might be have a small ketulan darah beku dalam otak. Today (18/11/10), sy smpai kat KL jam 1ptg, and he quite ok. But, ada kelainan ckit la lagi-lagi time dia cakap. Aku terperasan kepelatan dia. Macam lidah pendek, ni kesan dari strok tu la. Acctually, I'm still have to go to work tomorrow but, right now, I still at Kl. My sis and bros told me to stay until Sunday. Just take EL (emergency leave). I hope he will recover from that.

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early in the morning I felt so excited to go to the site because i know today will be inspection for the column. Sharp on 9am i followed the consultant to the block 5. The RE ask me to help him to check the vertical alignment of column...huhu...I sweat like a pig because of the sunrise...perghh...dh la I wore blouse today. But it still ok right??? But then i don't know why i felt a bit sad. Maybe tired or maybe i felt empty inside my heart. Start from yesterday I will not going to work with Mr.M...huhu...so sad...Before this he always going to work by himself then I think maybe it id still with the same reason. But when I read at his FB wall, I know that he got a real job I think. SO that's mean we will not taking the bus to go to the office...hmmmm...

mmmm...a bit happy today...i felt like I was in the company (Detect Engr. S/B). Feel like one day, En.Mazlan (Project Director) offer me to become as a staff at Detect...so excited to think about it... but i still not too ready to work at construction site because i will burn my self and transform become more black...huahuahua...but you know what, the good opportunity not come twice...so, when you got the opportunity then, GRAB IT!!! I hope that it will be true, because I really need a job and this YGRACT really give me opportunity to gaoned so much experience...but somebody was not happy to be there. Do not know why, but I think they thought they still young and there are many opportunity that they will grab someday... to all my friends who still unemployed, I hope you all be patient because we still have hope and pray together and forever to live your good life...(tah ape la merepek ni)...=>