panas baran!!!

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apa nak buat ea???sampai bila nak jadi seorang pemarah???kenapa jadi pemarah???apa punca pemarah???macam mana nak kawal amarah???bila nak marah terfikir lak diorang tu kawan2 tapi bila kita tahan marah kita menangis...menangis sebab tahan marah yang teramat sangat...bila orang yang kena marah tu minta maaf kita rasa serba salah sebab bukan salah diorang, memang dah salah kita sebab cepat melenting...sian diorang...sebab tu la ramai yang tak nak kawan (bukan la tak nak kawan cuma tak nak rapat je) dengan kita...tapi kadang tu geram juga..sape suruh paksa2 kita???kita dah kata tak nak tapi paksa sampai kita nak siapa tak melenting???i've tried to manage my tempered but the environment make me failed to managed it...what can i do right now is 'doa' to ALLAH to give me the strength to changed and also show me the way how to control it...

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